He hurt me twice

Again today will be talking about hym . What should i start with ..??he change alot now . He didn't want to contact me anymore . He choose not to . I'm not sure why . Every single day i waited for hys text but he didn't . I choose not to text hym first cause if i did ,, i'm just hurting myself cause he won't reply my text . Every single day i keep on thinking about hym . Thinks what should i do to make hym come back to me . Yes ,, he hurt mie twice but i still love hym . Why must did this to me ?? i'm not blaming hym for sure . Maybe i'm just not right for hym and he know about it . Why must this happen to me ?? I just can't forget about hym . It's hard for me to forget hym . really susah . I just can't do it . I love hym . That's all i can say now . Every single day i think how to get hym back . LYFE ! ! ! ! !

Ya Allah ,, engkau bukakan lahh pintu hati dia untuk terima ku . sesungguhnya aku amat mencintainya . Engkau memperjelaskan lah kepadanya yang aku tidak boleh menerima cinta teman dia . Ya Allah ,, aku merayu kepada mu ,, berilah aku peluang untuk memilik dia . Ameen :'(