Heyy,, im back from so long missin.. Busy with stuff.. Im great anyway,, alhamdulillah.. Currently creating my new life without Hairul Nizam.. We've gone to our own ways.. But the problem is,, he still haven bring his family come over to discuss about our son.. Yeap,, its a baby boy.. Hahah.. hopefully my son didn't own any of Hairul's attitude,, insya'allah.. Till now (i guess) Hairul haven know its a baby boy.. I didn't want him to know because ii know that he will leave me one day.. No point for him to know cause he didn't proud to have this baby.. Evey single day ii pray to God to give me strength to be strong to continue life without Hairul.. And so far,, most of the time im strong enough to continue (thank God, alhamdulillah) but sometime ii still do feel weak when all the memories came across my mind.. Hopefully God will still continue givin me strength to be strong,, amin..